hello everyone...
first and foremost, i want to say thank you so much, july, for being an amazing month that gave me a chance to relax. i’m sure there’s a lot about to happen in august. in case you don’t know, august is the month when i begin teaching in high school for four months. after that, i plan to focus on completing my bachelor’s studies. i don’t expect much this month, but I hope to God that my wishes come to fruition.
remember my post about doing an ai project for my thesis? i really want to pursue that, and i’m feeling exhausted and frustrated from not completing it for a year. i also haven’t contacted my advisor yet about what i should do next. i’m not sure what to do. i really want to continue my studies abroad and improve my life. i honestly dislike living here, not because i’m unpatriotic, but because there aren’t people who support my ideas, and those around me often ridicule them. don’t worry, though i’ve been dealing with that kind of environment since childhood. i never told my parents about being bullied; i just buried those feelings deep inside...
maybe this time i should change my behavior to be somewhat low-key and not look weird. there are so many mistakes that i make here and there, and i regret them so much. i don't know, man. i don't expect much for the next four months and next year, but i hope my sanity stays intact and i don't go insane. maybe there are good reasons to stay silent about it, and not everything should be known about what you do. keep it silent and make it personal