i don't know, man. i just like writing new stuff at night before i go to sleep. it would be much better if my mom bought a bread from wherever she went shopping, like the mall. but yeah, so far, the first two weeks of november have seemed like a chill month for me because my internship is about to end, and i'm happy about that. but still, i'm already at the point where i don't want to be in that same school again because i just can't, bruh. my mental state can't take it all. i'm getting bored and annoyed of meeting and greeting the same kids over and over again
i'm happy that my friend finally came to my parents' house to grill and do a barbecue. it really made my day. what's funnier is that they bought a large amount of meat and bacon, which caused a lot of leftovers. but again, i'm so happy that it actually happened because sometimes, a small, somewhat ruined party matters the most to me. also, i discovered songs that i really like, most of which came from this album. this song, too, was written by one of my favorite artists, the same guy who wrote currents...
as i'm writing this, i realize that maybe i did some even freakier things a few years ago. back then, i was just a guy with too much time on his hands, hanging around on discord, especially in a meme server. which, by the way, got me banned two years before that. i figured that being a shitposter and memer wasn’t all that bad. and so, it happened: i joined the server two years ago, and i can honestly say it has changed a lot, and i mean a lot. numerous new rules, not to mention a whole crowd of its cluster fuck users. i'm glad i stayed in that server for those two years, but it's time for me to let those memories fade because, apparently, being chronically online isn’t great for your well being. i didn't even realize i'd accumulated around 12k messages there, all typed by me alone. crazy? yeah, you could say that. so that’s why i want to delete it all. i’m embarrassed by it. i managed to install a script, and now i’m just watching the log:
