so far, my life is beginning to improve, although i still struggle with my porn addiction. i truly believe that pornography is similar to drugs in terms of its addictiveness, but i am confident i will manage to overcome it :)
so far, august and july have been good months for me because these two months have been used to heal myself from the trauma i experienced in the village :(
oh, by the way, i started binge listening to this musician, especially to what i consider his best song ever written, because its lyrics really hit home :)
it really hits home, yk :)
"Dan dahulu kau bertanya, untuk apa? Lalu kuperhatikan ini semua Barang mahal yang tidak ada harganya Dan sekarang, kubertanya untuk apa?"
"Terlepas apa yang engkau percayai Tetap takkan ada yang dibawa mati Kembali ke tanah dan tumbuh cemara Mana saja harta yang lebih berharga"
"Terlepas apa yang engkau percayai Tetap takkan ada yang dibawa mati Menimbun surga yang tak bisa dibagi Akhirnya pun wafat sendiri-sendiri"
i don't know bruh. but for real it really hits home ;)
the topic for today is to keep moving forward, forget about the past, and pay no attention to uninteresting drama. yep, you're right. okay, first and foremost, as i mentioned repeatedly in the last post, i promise to myself not to give a single damn about their drama and not to get involved in their shit
"like, bro, let it go. let me rot in peace. forget about me, LMAO. just block my contact if you need to. I really don't care ☠︎︎"
"hop off from my dick, take care of that girl, pay attention on her instead jacking off to my sw, the fuck 💀💀💀"
"there is no point of we having a fist fight. i feel pity fot the lady if you're succumbed to death, better take care of her, bro 😂"
i swear, after 2 months of not seeing his terrible face, just judging from his tone and vocabulary through chatting with him, i already know what type of guy he is 🤦♀️
i don't expect the clown to see this, but hey, if you happen to see one, i just want to say: "i hope you can taste my 2.3 inch dick in your mouth 😂"
"i'm at the point where i don't care anymore. it's not that i'm afraid of you or afraid to read the whole group chat. in fact, if you really want to terrorize me, then expect a greater magnitude. you want this; you want to fight me, but let me tell you something, lil homie: you'll lose at the end of the day. i'd rather have a peaceful moment laughing at your whole act. thanks for the entertainment, by the way, i didn’t know you were really good at being a 🤡"
"it’s amazing that you really don’t know how to decipher the gibberish combination of numbers and words that i posted on ig months ago. it clearly shows that, although your gpa is higher than mine, you’re not that good at understanding what’s up with the characters. in fact, why even bother deciphering? i know you’re not going to do it. i already know you, lol. stay free, homie"
and this is going to be the last thing i talk about you on my sacred blog. you're right that i'm a porn addict, you're right that i'm a freak, but at least i mind my own business rather than get involved in your bullshit ass problems with someone you hate. YOUR PROBLEM IS NOT MINE 😂. i've already forgotten about him and your face. fuck out from my life, you cunt...