yep, you've read the title, i'm not even fucking around...
i would say that this month and the previous month have been some of the most hectic and anxiety-filled times for me. i have often had thoughts of ending my life due to feeling burned out, lacking resources and tools to execute my plans, and the overwhelming number of assignments from my professor. but hey, at the end of the day, that's life. right?
there are many stories that i believe I am capable of including in this note, given the range of experiences i've had. So, first things first...
as an update about the final artwork before graduation, i would like to mention that there has been some advice from my advisor, which is good news for me & my buddy as we contemplate what the user interface might look like in the future. i also find myself pondering whether i should stick with openAI or meta. i would say their language models are excellent for a semi-simple project like a chatbot, but the main difference lies in the configuration. this, once again, raises the question of whether i should integrate the question and generated response using API calls or simply use what already exists. yeah i think that's about the whole final artwork thing. i'mma be real with you folks, this one actually driving me crazy because it's simple. firstly, i don't have a laptop with an nvidia processor, so you can tell that's an L already. Secondly, it's an unfortunate timing issue because as i write this, I only have three months left. it's impossible to complete this entire project during the next semester because i have to focus on internships and other commitments. so, you already know why i keep mentioning this in previous notes :(
yeah, not to mention that I have to lead my group in creating a 10-12 minute video about an ancient empire. Just imagine, me being the editor, and my laptop doesn't perform very well when it comes to rendering, and 3 days, YES, she legit gave us a FUCKING 3 DAYS TO COMPLETE THE ASSIGNMENT. LORD HAVE MERCY...
well, as you can see, i'm not doing very well, yet for some unknown reason, i'm still alive. i wish i could plea for insanity and actually locked down in mental ward, because i can't take this anymore
i don't know man...
also, i've noticed this while writing: why does next use four different port connections whereas vite only needs 1? i don't get it...
yeah maybe i should migrate to as well, i would say that node has been my helpfull tool to perform some kind of http configuration or plain javascript code, however, with bun exist, i can say that i'll never have to type npm create vite@latest again, i'll just use bun create vite@latest instead.
this has really made my day, and the fact that they integrate with vite makes my work faster. so, it's a kind of happy moment for me. at least...