In conclusion, I failed. I failed to stay focused on my water fasting journey. How stupid of me to take a sudden break...
I hate myself for it. Dammit, I'll try again next week, no more bullshitting. I swear.
But aside from that, my dad taught me a hard, long life lesson. And, as you might have guessed, it's about me being a social outcast again. He also told me that if I want to pursue my master's degree, which I really do, then I have to work. Otherwise, it's just pointless
Lord have mercy, I regret everything. So, in an attempt to make up for it, I'm trying to go outside and visit places where I've been recommended to apply for an internship, or, if luck is on my side, a full-time job